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This city will kill you if you let it

He said

Welcome to the chaos of Los Angeles

East coast girl, cursed with ambition

Feels too much she needs to buy a new skin

But instead

It's nights spent crying on the bathroom floor

Then drinks with strangers that I can't afford

I think and think too much

How it's never quite enough

When does it start to feel like home?

When do the nights stop feeling so lonely?

When does my heart stop breaking into little pieces?

The air get any easier to breathe in?

I just don't know

This city will kill your innocence

The dreamer in me

Nowadays, she looks like a skeleton

On most days I'm stuck in my head, doubting myself

Viceless in a personal hell

So for now

It's unsent texts at 3am

To friends who thought they knew me best

I'm changing and I'm scared I might lose myself

When does it start to feel like home?

When do the nights stop feeling so lonely?

When does my heart stop breaking into little pieces?

The air get any easier to breathe in?

I just don't know

I rip myself apart then

Wonder why I never feel whole

Always the underdog but

No, I'm not better off alone

I feel so brokenhearted

It's cause I've always had high hopes

Now I'll never know

When does it start to feel like home?

When do the nights stop feeling so lonely?

When does my heart stop breaking into little pieces?

The air get any easier to breathe in?

I just don't know