sick Lyrics

I'm so used to staying in the dark

Lock myself inside away from it all

It's hard to say what's on my mind

This happens every time

So i don't even wanna try

My life is falling apart

And it's starting to make a mark

And dont know where to start

I'm chasing something, I dont know what

But it makes things worse and i'm not having fun

Dig myself from the top and

Don't think i can stop

Try a little bit then i crash back down

Gotta put myself in the background

Hard to leave my problems in the past now

Looking forward to it before i turn to ash now

I know there's no time to be sad

How you go from being in it, then you tap out

So lost in my thoughts better snap out of this

But i'm so sick of it

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I'm so sick of it

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So sick of it

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I'm so sick of it

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You don't like me leave the city

Lose my psyche in the palm trees

Like 50 times knocked down, think I lost count

Silly of me, thought it'd be different this time around

All my fake friends shifty

They all try to drown me in the sickness

But its all business

Get away, took a flight to another state

Ain't shit changed but the money in my pocket

That's gone to waste

I been staring out the window

What can i do?

Yeah, caught up in limbo

Nothing new

Easy to betray

I'm sceptic

I'll delay my decay

For your sake

Numb feelings

I just wanna be awake

Not healing

Sucks, got it the hard way

And I don't wanna know too much

You're right down the road

Give 2 fucks

'Bout our past regardless

Lost touch for too long

I been sick

Try a little bit then i crash back down

Gotta put myself in the background

Hard to leave my problems in the past now

Looking forward to it before i turn to ash now

I know there's no time to be sad

How you go from being in it, then you tap out

So lost in my thoughts better snap out of this

But i'm so sick of it

Oooh

I'm so sick of it

Oooh

So sick of it

Oooh

I'm so sick of it

Oooh

So sick of it