Disappointments Lyrics

You told me im wrong

But I did everything that you wanted

Anything you asked me or warrant

Maybe the pressure that made it fall out my hands

Reached for success that I cant grab

Sick of the feelings that I cant mask

Mad at the time that I can't get back

But when I look back

I was tryna do better

Had to watch whoever

Keep my right mind center

Did I still stand a chance?

Every time I ran where you pointed

It was hard to enjoy it

And I knew it wouldn't fix with my hands

weight of my world on my shoulders

My heart getting colder

I can't do this over again

Tryna do better

Had to watch front center

But I couldn't do that

I'm a disappointment

Tryna do better

Keep my right mind center

When do I learn when I fucked up? Never

Over confidence made me into a smartass

But I did some dumb shit

Oh you so clever

Now I gotta wake up

Like my ex bitch, I gotta make up

Many thoughts in my brain but it take one

Now I fucked up

This is take two

There's a reason I don't thank you

Every time we fell off I found a breakthrough

And the more we work together and you guide me for better

Your cover gets ripped from the staples

I was tryna show you that I'm independent and there you go saying that it aint you

Elbow pad where my life is too painful

Helmet on when my mental aint safe too

But I cant hate you

I was tryna do better

Had to watch whoever

Keep my right mind center

Did I still stand a chance?

Every time I ran where you pointed

It was hard to enjoy it

And I knew it wouldn't fix with my hands

weight of my world on my shoulders

My heart getting colder

I can't do this over again

Tryna do better

Had to watch front center

But I couldn't do that

I'm a disappointment

That's how im feeling right now

In a dark room like a villian right now

Pain from the past as my ammunition

I'm never missing

Let me kill it right now

Why I feel like this?

How could I even write this?

Stop thinking

The past never passed me I am not blinking

My niggas in the ship, well we are not sinking

Used to be down but I find 'em uplifting

Lil mama could dance like vixen

Fuck her then give an eviction

Then we had to switch positions

She would use all ya bread if you let her

Took my cheese like its provolone, feta

4000° bitch now I'm getting fed up

Hold back my temper

Put in that work it turned out a setup

I was tryna do better

Had to watch whoever

Keep my right mind center

Did I still stand a chance?

Every time I ran where you pointed

It was hard to enjoy it

And I knew it wouldn't fix with my hands

weight of my world on my shoulders

My heart getting colder

I can't do this over again

Tryna do better

Had to watch front center

But I couldn't do that

I'm a disappointment

No you're not

That's just what they told you

New feelings they missing the old you

Getting money, they forgot what they owed you

Wish my uncle didnt pass so soon

There was things I tried to tell him but I missed it

Damn

Gone too fast I can't fix this, damn

Thats life for the moment

Every new one Ima own it

Here I am

Tryna do better

Watched whoever

Right mind center

Ain't stand a chance

Ran where you pointed then I was stuck

Testing my luck while it cost me my hands

World on my shoulders

My heart getting colder

And I cant do this over again

Tryna do better

Watch front and center

But I wouldn't do that

I'm a disappointment

Feel like I disappointed them