I Wish I ft. Saynt Lyrics

Yo, big bro, just wanna let you know I miss you

It's all good though

I'm leaning on God, but here's how I feel about it, so..

Seventeen at a time in misery, spiritually blind

To the fact that this was more than a plot against you

But a major attack on us all

So while I played in the living room, you strutted down the hall

Had I known this'd be my last time seeing you

I would've stopped you, hugged you and said I love you

But there was nothing I could do in your mind you already knew

Fifth of vodka, thirty-thirty loaded

A few minutes later, you'd have thought the house exploded

I remember like yesterday, October 30th, that's the date

That you decided life wasn't worth living another day

So choosing the wrong way

You put that gun to your head and pulled the trigger

What were you thinking before the bullet left the chamber

Didn't even leave a letter explaining

Why you blasted yourself, couldn't see past yourself

If you were in trouble, why didn't you just ask for help

I don't understand the pain that you felt, the cause you were dealt

But these are questions I have to ask myself

Wish I could go back and just tell you I'm here

I wish I, wish I could take back all the pain and the fear

I wish I, wish I could tell you that this wasn't the end

I wish I, could tell you that I love you again

I wish I, wish I could go back and just tell you I'm here

I wish I, wish I could take back all the pain and the fear

I wish I, wish I could tell you that this wasn't the end

I wish I, could tell you that I love you again

You might not think that you can make it, but face it

I mean faith it, believe in God, remain patient

When waiting, not faking, just replacing the old way of thinking

Redefine your mind, precept on precept

and line after line, God's Word refines

Just like gold in the fire, seven times over serving

Jehovah will blow your mind, it starts by you changing your mind

Stop straddling the line, any branch not connected to the vine

Will surely die, it's committing suicide and no one can hide

You might as well confide in Him who gave you life

As I stand here today, I say it's time to fight

Don't let situations decide how you live your life

When the road gets tough, just look up to the sky

He catches every tear that you cry that falls from your eyes

So look to Him who sits on high, He has the power to change the night

The blue skies, when the moon goes down, He makes the sun rise

So dry your eyes

Wish I could go back and just tell you I'm here

I wish I, wish I could take back all the pain and the fear

I wish I, wish I could tell you that this wasn't the end

I wish I, could tell you that I love you again

Wish I could go back and just tell you I'm here

I wish I, wish I could take back all the pain and the fear

I wish I, wish I could tell you that this wasn't the end

I wish I, could tell you that I love you again

If you need to hear it, there is someone out there that loves you

His name is Jesus Christ

You don't have to take that route

As a matter of fact, there's other people around you

That care, family members

And if there's no family around you

Trust me, there's somebody