Chasing The Dragon ft. EXITFAME Lyrics

Nobody I thought I would make it

Nobody I thought I would make it

Nobody thought I would make it

I know what it's like to be hated

Everybody used to run the other way

I wonder what they could be saying

Up in my head with the Devil debating

Whether or not to go after the dragon

No hesitation, off and I'm running

I wish I could stop but I'm already cranking

Somebody help me

Somebody please

I'm outta control

Got nowhere to go

I know I need help

I needa get clean

I got this ball & chain that's weighing me down

I'm sick, I have a disease

I was the one they were talking about

When they said to be careful and hide your keys

Growing up I was like Dennis the Menace

They never knew what I was gonna go do

I had no meds, I was so mental in school

No wonder they gave me the boot

That's when it went from bad to worse

I went to rehab and learned to shoot

Couple years later I was in Broward

Kicking in doors like gimme the loot

I was in Palm Beach and Dade

I went to Charlotte, I was in Maine

I went to Weymouth, Quincy, & Brockton

Looking for ways to cope with the pain

But nothing could ever take away the shame

Or cover the nightmare on my veins

Always In 4 point restraints

Because, they know I'm a little insane

I was at rock bottom with a shovel digging

I would OD & try keep it hidden

All the Narcan had me sweaty dripping

I was out there with the Devil ripping

But look at me now, I'm forgiven

I'm working for God, it's no wonder I'm winning

Im back at my house with the family

Chicken & steak, barbecue grilling

New life with Big Dreams

Got a new bed, I love sleeping

Wake up, I get prayed up

Man I thank God that I'm done tweaking

Done running, I'm done fiending

I'm locked in, I'm done bleeding

Best friends with my sister now

Got the windows open

we're spring cleaning

Look at us now, sticking together

We never gave up & now everything's better

I'm grabbing the dragon, taking his head

& I'm cutting it off, it's totally severed

Thank you Lord for this double edge sword, Sling, Sling

I don't have to chase the dragon anymore

I thank the Lord for this double edge sword, Sling, Sling

Now I got the dragon leaking on the floor

Thank the Lord for this double edge sword, Sling, Sling

Every single day I read James 4

Thank you Lord for this double edge sword, Sling, Sling

My blades sharp bro, I'm ready to go to war

Nobody thought I would make it

Yeah, Mike, What Up, Exit Fame, Boston

Nobody thought I would make it

But God Did, Amen

In the year 2019

Mass Most Wanted had my face on screen

with the crime scene

And that was right before the Xylazine

I'll take you through a Time Machine

F*ck 5 years, I couldn't get an hour clean

At Stop n Shop putting pennies in the change collector

Crack smoke setting off my mom's smoke detector

Yeah I'm geeking out, Think somebody's gonna call the cops

I think the Feds gon' kick down this door

For a 20 rock, couldn't stop

The door was my alarm clock

Breaking into houses

Taking tablets to the pawn shop

And finding God was a long shot

Mom would have to section me

I tell her I'm sober but she's knows I'm not

I cut my hands stuffing chore into the rose glass

Got some clean piss for my P.O

Pray to God I pass

I watched my father pass

It left me with a haunted past

The pain tears my heart in half

Does God cry when the devil laughs

Question Mark

Thank God that He knows my heart

My tears could make an ocean

His Grace was my Noah's Arc

It broke my life apart

His Mercy put me back together

And I stopped Chasing the Dragon

Now I'm racing better, Damn

But nobody thought I would make it

I came from a Block, it was Fayston

Inside of the pot, it was Satan

The murderers will pop you and break In

The hoes is trickin' and naked

The people are jealous and hating

The devil just patiently waiting

And I, yeah, thank God I made it out

Yeah, got Love inside my house

Yeah, now my moms all smiling

Yeah, now the money's straight piling, yeah

Thank you Lord for this double edge sword, Sling, Sling

I don't have to chase the dragon anymore

I thank the Lord for this double edge sword, Sling, Sling

Now I got the dragon leaking on the floor

Thank the Lord for this double edge sword, Sling, Sling

Every single day I read James 4

Thank you Lord for this double edge sword, Sling, Sling

My blades sharp bro, I'm ready to go to war