Bliss Lyrics

I think I'll fake my death today so that I'll be left alone

Though I wish that I died yesterday 'cause I'd feel more at home

The ground seems so inviting and a casket would keep me warm

But I think I'll be okay if tomorrow I lay low

I'll just let the day go on without me and pretend I don't exist

Because the cold out there is bitter as my coffee and bites like my gin

And the faces out there look at me with judgment and surprise

I think you get these make it awfully enticing to stay in

All of this is by my design

All these fears conceived in my mind

Is life emptiness or is this just cowardice

I don't know but ignorance is bliss

Trust me when I say I miss you even though I don't text back

And I think of the fun things that we would do but I'm constantly attacked

By the worry that your memory has lied about who I am

And when you saw me you'd recall the truth and leave me like others have

All of this is my own fault

I've locked myself in a vault

And I've lost my confidence somewhere in this dark abyss

But sleeping here with the lights off is bliss

My car is buried in snow

At this point there's nowhere to go

I have all I need without having to be seen

And if i can't know myself why should anyone else?

I'll burn another bridge fuck it I'll go off the grid

If no one knows who or where I am, that is

All of this is by my design

I promise I'm not losing my mind

Living in emptiness is easy even if it's cowardice

To just disappear, now that would be bliss

I think I'll fake my death today