PEN&PAD Lyrics

Lately my mental been fucked up I know I look a mess

Even though I feel like shit I stay prayed up I'm so blessed

I don't know why I sit here and let these niggas cause me stress

They not even my type for real they don't remind me of my ex

But I've been holding on

I've been trying to stay strong

He just left me out here on my own

I let him come back whenever he want

But this time Im gone prove him wrong

I know he think I can't let him go

I know he think I can never move on just because I've been stuck for so long

Ima show him and show me too

I think I can do it I just gotta push through

Trust me Im gone make it

All those lonely nights

All those Allegiant flights

Four days and three nights of feeding me a bunch of lies

Then when I land back in Nash you back to not treating me right

I never learned my lesson, time after time

But this time is different, I feel it

I know I said it a hundred times, but now I'm standing on business

I going to try to be more independent

Not rely on him to comfort my feelings, not rely on him for sex even though he the only one I want it

Keeping him at a distance I guess I'll try

Even though he told a thousand lies I still can't get him up out my mind

The one I want here by my side, wanted us to multiply not divide

But I let go of my Kyro so you wouldn't resent me for messing up your life

I'm going to show you

and show me too

I think I can do it I just gotta push through

Trust me Im gone make it

Lately my mental been fucked up I know I look a mess

Even though I feel like shit I stay prayed up I'm so blessed

I don't know why I sit here and let these niggas cause me stress

They not even my type for real they don't remind me of my ex