distant memories. ft. Avery Doreen Lyrics

I'm tryna find a melody


I'm tryna make the distance between us


Become a distant memory


Promise you won't never leave


I'm tryna find a melody


I'm tryna make the distance between us


Become a distant memory


Promise you won't never leave

Every second feel like a hour


A hour feel like a day


A day feel like it's a week


A week feel like April to May


I'm humbled, grateful to say


My flaws ain't run you away for good


I like to wash your clothes and walk around our neighborhood


Till they ready to dry


I'm ready to try


To heal from all my trauma just so we can hug and share a kiss


Not afraid to say I need some help


Most men is scared of this


But I been through a lot l'm broke no joke I need a therapist


I ain't tryna downplay the God in me


But the devil know my past don't think he tryna side with me


Ever since a youngin he taught me talk with my hands


You let 'em slide only once


Don't let 'em cross you again


Disrespect me and my kin


You won't live to do it again


It's sad but it's true


Numb to all the violence


Till' it happen to you


We ain't carry wallets


Put the stack in the boots


Ain't no talk it out


Grab the strap and we

I'm tryna find a melody


I'm tryna make the distance between us


Become a distant memory


Promise you won't never leave


I'm tryna find a melody


I'm tryna make the distance between us


Become a distant memory


Promise you won't never leave

Quick to label me real


Tell 'em miss me with them fraud tings


If I'm so real why I struggle to say the raw things


Sadly I'm mistaken


I think I'm the one that's faking


I been telling you I don't need you


Hoping that you don't embrace it


When you're not home


Everything still in place but it feels vacant


I thought I could but


No I can't take it


Death after death


I don't get a chance to miss em


I ain't ever shed a tear when I heard my nephews in the system I know


One things for sure


One things for certain


Life ain't worth the living without that special person


By your side gon' ride till they close the curtains


One look in your eyes I know that it's working


Without you I'm like the cashier with no arms


Without you I'm like sign language with no palms


Without you I'm like a new home with no lawn


Let me make it right


While I write my wrongs

I'm tryna find a melody


I'm tryna make the distance between us


Become a distant memory


Promise you won't never leave


I'm tryna find a melody


I'm tryna make the distance between us


Become a distant memory


Promise you won't never leave

When in need I just fall on my knees and I pray


What a friend we have in Yahweh


Jesus oh Jesus we call on your name


You know the things we're too shamed to say


When in need I just fall on my knees and I pray


What a friend we have in Yahweh


Jesus oh Jesus we call on your name


You know the things we're too shamed to say