Currently Lyrics

Currently my heart's in a place, a place for forgiveness

And there's a space for some grace, forgiving myself for pain

And all that I've attained and afflicted

My heart has been opened and has been stricken

By the pain that I feel, oh the pain is surreal

This by far the greatest challenge I've been faced with to deal

Been holding a heavy heart, hurriedly

I think it's time for me to tell the story

On how I'm feeling, currently

It's been a ride, sad to say that it's come to an end

And I'm forced to say my goodbyes

Life's not the same without you

And even though it's been some years without you

I held on to hope, I never doubted

You're my dad for life, I promise you there's no spite

Living life that was given, I promise you did alright

You taught me lessons, lessons that I kept for the better

The same lessons that I'm teaching my siblings

To help them better and weather the storm

Life's not easy of course, but I'm learning to handle feelings

And it comes with remorse, trusting my inner instincts

As I followed the path that was laid, the path that was made

It's all artistic, I have questions that I wish I could've asked

Like how did you know the arts was something I always had

And so much more, but now I gotta see for myself

I'm blinded, I don't know how to seek for some help

This is me

Currently my heart's in a place, a place for forgiveness

And there's a space for some grace, forgiving myself for pain

And all that I've attained and afflicted

My heart has been opened and has been stricken

By the pain that I feel, oh the pain is surreal

This by far the greatest challenge I've been faced with to deal

Been holding a heavy heart, hurriedly

I think it's time for me to tell the story

On how I'm feeling, currently

Our last conversation could've been better

I'll take blame for that, no I can't take it back

But I'm facing that and everything that's due

Constantly thinking if I stayed would this happen to you

We didn't have much but we had enough

Teaching me how life works and how to reserve your trust

With that shit just not enough, had to do better

With all of your habits that you exposed to me

Telling me I'll be better, that was your oath to me

I promise that moving forward I'll do it

Never giving up hope on my dreams

I'll always pursue it no matter the cost

Even if I'm at odds

Always standing resilient, even if life's the cost

Cause dreaming is something more than what you get from it

It's a vow to yourself and those who have respect for it

So I promise myself to always respect myself

I'm putting myself first and never neglect myself

This is me

It's different when you understand the vision

It's different when you understand your mission

It's harder to let go

Because the distance is in view

The bitch is glistening

Alluring me with money in the curves

Shit I'm listening

I don't know if I have it in me to be humble

Living a humble life

I think I'd rather be dead

And as I write with this lead

I picture my mom listening to what I just said

Oh well, respectfully it's life

Not trying to play it safe I want to live this bitch right

Cruising all through the night as I see

Stars that I neighbour with arms reach

Casually passing by while elevating to see where I land

Surely with greener pastures and sands

With better life opportunities

Spreading out through the land while staying at home

In the city that raised me, staying within reach

Cause it's the city that made me real