30 ft. Zero Lyrics

Scared to be

Who I might become

Not meant to be a monster

my times not up

Wanna be the best

For more than myself

Got a lease on life

That I can not sell

Wanna be more than

What could've been

Shit ain't easy

Just hope to win

Years of blood sweat tears and grief

Contemplate everyday I breathe

Don't wanna fail on the people I love

Maybe my light shines

When I turn to dust

Maybe it's not true

Hope this ain't the end

Didn't fully fuck up

My life just yet

Action packed

This is a new thriller

Throw me in a crowd

So I can eat dinner

I'm getting older

Reached some goals and dreams

Hope this is the start

Not me at my peak

If I reach this age

And I'm not at my best

When I'm just a memory

You'll become obsessed

Scared to be normal

Scared of no career

Don't wanna be a failure

That shit feels weird

Wanna be a king

For the love of my life

Wanna be a star

Till the day I die

I took an oath

Stayed way too focused

Now all I know

Is a plan close to broken

Thought this was it

Then I made some moves

Scared to be alone

Hope the search is through

Nothing felt this good

Now I want forever

I need the version of me that's better

Slept on me

For a goddamn meme

One hit wonders

Tone deaf feeds

Action packed

This is a new thriller

Throw me in a crowd

So I can eat dinner

I'm getting older

Reached some goals and dreams

Hope this is the start

Not me at my peak

If I reach this age

And I'm not at my best

When I'm just a memory

You'll become obsessed

Living in my head is what's killing me

Demons of my past won't let me be

Ripped apart my mind just to follow dreams

Tie the noose up come watch me swing

I'm Falling apart

come watch me swing

Action packed

This is a new thriller

Throw me in a crowd

So I can eat dinner

I'm getting older

Reached some goals and dreams

Hope this is the start

Not me at my peak

If I reach this age

And I'm not at my best

When I'm just a memory

You'll become obsessed

Scared to be normal

Scared of no career

Don't wanna be a failure

That shit feels weird