just another BPD episode Lyrics

I had her heart and then I did her wrong

Embarrassed now, I couldn't put your name in this fuckin' song

I know you tearin' up, it's me to blame I cried and I never cry, two reasons I should be ashamed

My heart been feelin' heavy, that's the outcome of me missin' you

Went to sleep and had a faint dream that I was kissin' you

You do me like I did you, swear to God I'd be dissin' you

Another day, another lifetime, I'm always pickin' you

My bitch ain't doin' nothin' wrong and I can't even love her right

Devil talkin' to me every time we link, I start a fight

I told you not to give me love, I'll panic and abuse it

I told you it ain't nothin' I'ma put before this music

A January baby when I love, yeah, I love hard

And I'm afraid to see myself go crazy, so I keep a guard

I swear you must be thirsty way you drank up all my lies

Knew what I was doin', knew who I was with, but you just cried

When I saw them tears runnin' down your face, I almost died

But I'm selfish, I didn't wanna put my pride to the side

When you got up and you left me, baby girl, I was lost

I was focused on my album goin' number one, but look what it cost

I'm at the peak of my prime and now these hoes want a taste

But I'm still thinkin' bout them memories I'll never erase

You kept it solid with me, baby, it is not your fault

I never thought the day would come when I would have to see you walk right outta that door

Two weeks and I ain't seen or heard from you

I'm hopin' that you hear me, girl, I wrote these words for you

Yellin' at the sky like why you took my world from me

I ain't crazy, but about my bitch, I'll take the world from you

Tequila in my cup like what we finna do now

Talkin' crazy on the internet, I look like a clown

Mama tellin' me I'm lost, but I done lost it all

My daddy preachin' to me, this the price that it's gon' cost to ball

I wish I never…

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GAH DAMN

I CAN'T DO THIS SHIT NO MORE