Self Sabotage Lyrics

She said tell me what you want

It's not like there's a gun to your head my love

I stared at the ceiling for what felt like years

Until the words started coming up

And I said

I lose every fight with me, myself, and I

Laying wide awake at night

I'm running out

Running out of time with every high

Thousand feet in the sky

Till I crash into the ground

On my way back down

I'm in the habit of self-sabotage

I cause the damage then I cut the loss

Is it too late to break out of it now

Spend the rest of my days missing solid ground

I'm in the habit of self-sabotage

Think there's a pattern to my battle scars

Is it too late to break out of it now

Think that I need a way out

Tell me there's a way out

I spend my weeks in silent anguish getting weaker by the day

I just came from over there the grass was greener by the way

And this room we used to share's been getting smaller

The walls are closing all around me, still can't fill the space

I practice all my lines

Promise the mirror I'll be fine

But god knows I need some peace of mind

Cause I think I'm losing mine

Think I'm losing my mind

I'm in the habit of self-sabotage

I cause the damage then I cut the loss

Is it too late to break out of it now

Spend the rest of my days missing solid ground

I'm in the habit of self-sabotage

Think there's a pattern to my battle scars

Is it too late to break out of it now

Think that I need a way out

Tell me there's a way out

It's only a habit

I could get past it

Give me a week or a month, I'll manage

It's only a habit

I could get past it

Give me a week or a month or a year

Good god it's only a habit

I could get past it

Give me a week or a month's fantastic

It's only a habit

I could get past it

Give me a week or a month or a year