EXPLAIN MYSELF Lyrics

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Lately I been workin' on myself, Improvin' all my habits

Cuz I really came from nothin', grew up with the savages

Where they hate on you if you ain't cool with bein' average

Story of my life, let me tell you how it happened

I tried to take the school route and got shot on the campus

I probably should've been like Allan, took my ass to Kansas

She told me bust in her, we could stamp it

But baby, I'm an artist and your body is my canvas

They might never understand, so why explain myself

Tryna be a better man, but still remain myself

Tryna find a way to smile after that pain I felt

If I was made in the image, I could save myself

They'll never understand, so fuck explainin' myself

If I ever let them cross me, gotta blame myself

Fuck around and let me find out I don't need no help

Tryna find my way to heaven, cuz I been through hell

Even when I fucked up, my intentions was well

I had packs in the crib, Ma like, 'what's that smell'

I'm gettin' kicked outta school, big brother in jail

Situations fucked up, but I had to prevail

And to all my friends who blue inside

You should call me before you doin' suicide

And if you don't want me to talk you to the other side

Then you could at least call just to say goodbye

But I'm like, time heals all wounds

If we stick together, it's gon' be better soon

I know you feelin' lonely by yourself inside that room

But if you just hold on, we could make it through

Nobody said that it was easy, uhn-uhn

But I'll be there if you need me, uh-huh

Trust me, I know how it feel to be fucked up

No matter how long that it go, I hope you know what's up

Last hundred bucks, I made a promise to myself

I never hurt again, who got the cheapest number

Time to make it work again, but now I'm ridin' with the blicks

My bih wake up makin' grits

I don't fuck with Betty Crocker bitches all up in the mix

Silly rabbit, I'm a grown man, I don't trick

And I ain't even do it as a kid

Always had the vision that I had to do it big

And before I heard the Nip, I was all money in

Stay focused on myself, cuz I ain't in no competition

I seen niggas uppin' rolls, but it wasn't theirs to spend it

If she don't play her role, then I'll put her on suspension

Tryna catch me on a road, you gon' fuck up your suspension

Cuz I'm on some St. Louis shit, you know I gotta whip fast

It ain't even new no more, but still got the temp tag

Ridin' through the drive-thru, you know I'm smokin' big gas

Shorty at the window like, damn, can I hit that

And they already know, so why explain myself

Don't ever try to impress them, just remain myself

DeSaviour was God-given, I ain't name myself

It's already inside of you, you don't need no help

I heard before you find love, you gotta master yourself

I'm readin' books and drinkin' smoothies, cuz it good for my health

I'm investin' in stocks, because it's good for my wealth

Came from fucked up situations, we still had to prevail