2019 Lyrics

Am I really a good son?

Am I really a good friend?

Am I really a good lover?

When my life really does end?

Is it the young man I've become

Is it the love that I've lent

I need to blame my ego

But honestly I was just scared

With all the pain in my heart

I'm starting to fall apart

I'm truly absorbed in my lies

Praying my sins are washed

I'm grateful for waking up

Getting time to think about

My present and my future and

The people that I cherish a lot

Now it's Monday morning

And I'm getting out of bed now

I'm Broke as shit

What's the point of being sad now

I Wasted all my money

On vices and grass now

But I'm owning up to my shit

What you're mad bout?

It's so hard to be myself

With all that I surround

You've got a long way

Don't ever look down

I know the tides are rough

You're just starting it out

It'll get better I promise

There's always the doubt

Am I really a good son?

Am I really a good friend ?

Am I really a good lover?

When my life really does end ?

2019 it's not time for bed ma

Wake up you've got time ahead

Wake up its the time you spend

C'mon wake up it ain't over yet