As The Cycle Repeats Lyrics

I hear these words repeating

In my head

But I can't help thinking

Would things be better off if I'm

"Soon it will get better"

These words repeat in my head

Yet the light is fading dimmer

And lately I can't get out of bed

But soon it will get better

The clouds will part as sun shines again

And when looking in a mirror

I pray one day I'll see a friend

I pray I could see a friend

I've grown so tired of the way I am

"But soon it will get better"

These words repeating again

While descending ever-deeper

I fear I'm reaching the end

What if I let go

Burying everything I've ever been

Could my loved ones grow

And feel happy once again?

Could I ever love myself?

Could I numb the pain?

(The pain)

Separate from the stains?

(The stains)

Within a world I have left to waste

Am I worth saving?

(No!)

(Don't save me!)

But soon it will get better