Too Much Lyrics

Wake up in the middle of the night

I don't remember how I got here

It crept in as the darkness fell

And now my chest is filled up with fear

It's 'cause I've been swimming with sharks

Feeling like I'm out of my depth

They act like it's all fun and games

In the lion's den

Maybe it's all in my head

I'm scared of being too much

Scared that this might be the final straw

I'm showing up with all my colored balloons and my party tricks

And my enthusiasm, my desire for connection

And I'm waiting for you to turn your back in disgust

Tell me it's just too much

That I'm not enough and it's just too much

I'm holding my heart in my hands

Feel like I'm dying

I can't tell if it's me or them

Who's really hiding

I want you to see me for who I am

And I wanna believe in good intentions

Are these dangers in the shadows just all my projections

I'm scared of being too much

Scared that this might be the final straw

I'm showing up with all my colored balloons and my party tricks

And my enthusiasm, my desire for connection

And I'm waiting for you to turn your back in disgust

Tell me it's just too much

That I'm not enough and it's just too much

(That I'm not enough)

(I'm showing up with all my colored balloons and my party tricks

And my enthusiasm)

(That I'm not enough and it's just too much)