choking on sunshine and rainbows Lyrics

But I'm choking on sunshine

Why am I choking on sunshine?

I'm choking on sunshine

I'm choking on sunshine

Smells like broken promises here

I'm stepping outside for the breeze

Feel suffocated when I'm in here

I feel like my whole hearts on freeze

It's getting colder, by the season

I'm getting older, I've been fiending

To be free of your clutches my dear

Cause they hurt they hurt they hurt

To tiptoe around you I'm stepping on nails

I'll blame myself can't blame nobody else

We flew so high that we crashed and we fell

Feathers on flames and they're burning like hell

My soul is frozen over but I'm choking on sunshine

Why, why am I choking on sunshine?

My soul is frozen over but I'm choking on sunshine

Why, why am I choking on sunshine?

You love your sunshine and rainbows

But they can't come till the rain goes

There's something about

Chasing a storm

To make it conform to your love and your warmth

Hmm, yeah, wait, I think I got lost for a minute

Gave you my all never thought 'bout the limit

Say it wasn't enough so you broke up my spirit

Believe me I ain't wanna get back at you

You did what you could I ain't mad at you

We all win and loose some

But you lost it all when you lost me

How're you not religious but cross me

All the sacrifices you cost me

I was bleeding out, now you're choking out

Just to hear you out hella costly

Imma hide my heart in my long sleeve

Not for you again, I won't loose sleep

Either loose or gain imma play the game

I cannot be tamed, I'll take my leave

To tiptoe around you I'm stepping on nails

I'll blame myself can't blame nobody else

We flew so high that we crashed and we fell

Feathers on flames and they're burning like hell

My soul is frozen over but I'm choking on sunshine

Why, why am I choking on sunshine?

My soul is frozen over but I'm choking on sunshine

Why, why am I choking on sunshine?