Like The Pain Lyrics

Tomorrow's never promised so I live in the moment

Man I don't even know if Ima wake up in the morning

That's why I barely get sleep, I got too much to be doing

At this point man I don't even think I'm a human

There's so much going on that I just go through the movements

And come to think about it I don't even know if I'm lucid dreaming or dead

I can't believe what I said, that's just how I been feeling yea these the thoughts in my head

This just the way that I think

I might be losing my grip, this doesn't make any sense

Yea what's the point to the struggle if you, can't be a king

I'm sick of going in circles the same shit everyday

I know it may not be working but some things gotta change

I'm not looking for perfect unless it come to the page

Cause I ain't putting out bullshit that Ima take to the stage

Comparing me to the music knowing we one in the same

It's like they dared me to do this but they ain't finish the game

So what I start Ima finish, that's a part of the business

And my heart fully in this, but it's dark where I'm living

Time to start the ignition, ain't a star I can wish on

Going far but the system, doesn't want me to win

This not a game with a limit, entertainment is vivid

So I'll paint you a picture, with a frame you ain't lifting

I'm insane but I'm timid, only rage when I'm livid

Or in pain but the truth is I kind of like the pain

Did I do this for me, or did I do it for them

I can't believe where I've gotten since I started this shit

At first I ain't even want to book a studio sesh

But now I feel like I could really up and live in this bitch

I think my gift is a curse

Although I'm talented first person to challenge me is getting this work

There's no respect without courage

And I been flipping the bird without a fucking concern

I mean i came from the dirt so you ain't taking my turf

I got some money to burn, a couple holes in my pocket I think I'll probably splurge

Till I'm engraved in the game and at the pace that I work

It's gonna happen for I even hit the stage with a verse

I got no time to rehearse, I'm busy writing this next line is absurd

This next track is insane, when this tape has emerged

I'll have them saying I'm one of the greatest they ever heard

That's real talk, if this was a race then I'm coming first

So what I start Ima finish, that's a part of the business

And my heart fully in this, but it's dark where I'm living

Time to start the ignition, ain't a star I can wish on

Going far but the system, doesn't want me to win

This not a game with a limit, entertainment is vivid

So I'll paint you a picture, with a frame you ain't lifting

I'm insane but I'm timid, only rage when I'm livid

Or in pain but the truth is I kind of like the pain

Did I kill it or not

I'm betting you didn't stop listening even took it back to the top

Cause everything that I drop

Is worth a couple of views man I be stirring the pot

I bet a hundred of you could not, get me to stop

I'm doing what I love like it or not

I'm here to stay so you mine as well get used to me now

This ain't a game to me I been doing this since a child

And right now ain't another rapper matching my style

Up in this east coast underground and Jersey be wild

I guess that's saying something bout me I ain't playing around

Thought you said something bout me homie now who the clown

I bet I put you in your place before the sun come down

You want to try me than do it, I dare you to it's amusing

But also kind of confusing you scared to do what I'm doing

That's why you'll never be great, that's why you'll never get moving

You never finish what you start I guess to me that's just stupid

So what I start Ima finish, that's a part of the business

And my heart fully in this, but it's dark where I'm living

Time to start the ignition, ain't a star I can wish on

Going far but the system, doesn't want me to win

This not a game with a limit, entertainment is vivid

So I'll paint you a picture, with a frame you ain't lifting

I'm insane but I'm timid, only rage when I'm livid

Or in pain but the truth is I kind of like the pain