SELF ESTEEM Lyrics

Your just killing

My self esteem

Tell me what you think

Is wrong with me

They laugh as my

Entire world caves in

And I start breaking

Losing patience

Trying to build

Validation

But they could never see

The steps that I've been taking

Saying goodbye to any kind

Of instant gratification

I admit I've been

Staying dormant

But I can no longer

Ignore them

Time for me to decide

What's important

And I escape this

Fucking torment

Drown them out

Just like distortion

I've been being deceived

By your lies

All my fucking life

I really hope you realize

Your just killing

My self esteem

Tell me what you think

Is wrong with me

Your just killing

My self esteem

Tell me what you think

Is wrong with me

You tried to

Pull me down

Underneath the surface

And watch me drown

I know its unexpected

Instead I rise above this

So nothing can stop me now

You tried to

Pull me down

Underneath the surface

And watch me drown

I know its unexpected

Instead I rise above this

So nothing can stop me now

Questioning thinking

I will not

Exceed every expectation

You've set for me

Going over all my notes

Studying

You just keep on testing me

Said I'd never quit

I admit

It's been a second since

That last release

Yeah since

That last release

But like little kid

throwing a fit

In the backseat

Are we there yet

Y'all just keep on

Asking me

Did you ever really

Reach success

And achieve your dream

You'll never be pleased or at peace

And accept the fact

That I'm finally

Doing what's best for me

Your just killing

My self esteem

Tell me what you think

Is wrong with me

Your just killing

My self esteem

Tell me what you think

Is wrong with me

You tried to

Pull me down

Underneath the surface

And watch me drown

I know its unexpected

Instead I rise above this

So nothing can stop me now

You tried to

Pull me down

Underneath the surface

And watch me drown

I know its unexpected

Instead I rise above this

So nothing can stop me now

I will not let you steal

My motivation

All this was just preparation

Shaping me to be what I am

Today

And everything that I plan to say

No filter and unrestrained

Best believe

Risk is all I'll take

Risk is all I'll take

And I'm not playing it safe

A force to be reckon with

Is what I will stay

Undefeated

We ain't even on the same page

I refuse to change

A lyrical genius I remain

Especially

when I'm stuck

In my

Savage ways

You tried to

Pull me down

Underneath the surface

And watch me drown

I know its unexpected

Instead I rise above this

So nothing can stop me now