titanic Lyrics

Surrounded by clouds of smoke and ash

And an army of black, charred lungs

Fixated on my assassination of time

Speaking while biting my tongue

Becoming just who I swore I wouldn't

Trying to be what I can't

Filling each moment with what I shouldn't

Trying to flee what I am

So please don't ask me what I'm doing

'Cause I don't know what to say

Someone tell me what to do

I'm drowning in this rain

When I fight, I end up losing

When I hide, I still find bruising

Someone tell me what to do with all of this right brain

Someone tell me what to do, I'm drowning in this rain

Am I really any better

Than the voices in my head

Am I really any fucking different

Than the monsters in my bed

See I only say what I mean

When I'm talking in my sleep

I feed everyone my lies, including me

I'd try to spare you the pain

If I could fend it off myself

I can't break free from my mind

It's my very own prison cell

Is this hell?

I can't tell, no

I can't even recall the first time that I fell

I'm not a bad person, I just do bad things

I'm not a bad person, I just ruin everything

I'm not a bad person, I swear

So please don't ask me what I'm doing

'Cause I don't know what to say

Someone tell me what to do

I'm drowning in this rain

When I fight, I end up losing

When I hide, I still find bruising

Someone tell me what to do with all of this right brain

Someone tell me what to do, I'm drowning in this rain

When I fight, I end up losing

When I hide, I still find bruising

Someone tell me what to do with all of this right brain

Someone tell me what to do, I'm drowning in this rain

I don't want to live, and I don't want to die

And I don't want to be so afraid all the time

I want to be patient, I want to be kind

I want to be happy, I want to be fine

I don't want to live, and I don't want to die

And I don't want to be so afraid all the time

I want to be patient, I want to be kind

I want to be happy, I want to be fine