CUTTIN' DEEP IN ME Lyrics

In the shadows of my mind, I'm lost and blind

Anxious whispers, endless despair entwined

A gun to my head, a suicidal dread

Drugs like fentanyl, numbing what's left unsaid

OCD rattling my bones, a prisoner of my own

Depressed and alone, sinking like a stone

Missing her haunts my soul, a ghostly toll

In the depths of my despair, I've lost all control

In the depths of my despair, I've lost all control

Stressed and restless, isolated and cold

Echoes of darkness, a story untold

Emotions swirling, a turbulent sea

Memories like knives, cutting deep in me

I am the storm, brewing inside

A tempest of pain, where demons hide

Helpless and drowning, in a sea of tears

Searching for a light, to dispel my fears

Losing myself in the void, a bottomless pit

A shattered mirror, reflecting my every bit

A symphony of agony, a melody of woe

In this endless night, where nightmares grow

But I will rise, from the ashes of despair

A phoenix reborn, with scars to bear

I'll break free from the chains that bind

And find my way back to the light, from the darkness of my mind

Stressed and restless

Stressed and restless, isolated and cold

Echoes of darkness, a story untold

Emotions swirling, a turbulent sea

Memories like knives, cutting deep in me

Stressed and restless, isolated and cold

Echoes of darkness, a story untold

Emotions swirling, a turbulent sea

Memories like knives, cutting deep in me

Or whatever the fuck, blah blah blah

Just kill me already

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