corrupt Lyrics

I thought it was love

But I've never been more wrong

Thought I wasn't enough, so I stayed with you so long

But I knew in my heart

The ways that you pushed me were far from the start

And I want to heal, but I don't wanna remember

Don't know why I romanticized that day in September

It makes me sad

But I guess that goes to show the grip on me that you had

You say that you loved me

But you used your power for your fun

And I know you well enough

To know your idea of love

Is corrupt

And I didn't wanna believe

But all the lines you crossed are now coming back to follow me

You don't know how to love

Cause you put me through hell

The one you love the most above anyone is yourself

And I let you get away

I told you to stop

But you kept on pushing

I put you on top

And kept on denying

You fucked my head

Don't know how I'll ever let anyone else in my bed

Wanted to scream but you convinced me I let you

How can you be sad when my body hates you

I fought everything

Don't know how you made me think it was a misunderstanding

Go and make your excuses

You can't take back what you've done

And I know you well enough

To know your idea of love

Is corrupt

And I didn't wanna believe

But all the lines you crossed are now coming back to follow me

You don't know how to love

Cause you put me through hell

The one you love the most above anyone is yourself

And I thought it was okay

You made me feel so reassured

I've never been more betrayed

And you say it was the liquor

But you made the sober choice to drink

Wish I didn't ignore the signs

You got away with everything

Now you say it's your trauma

What a selfish thing to ever think

What a selfish thing to ever think

I thought it was okay

Pretended you were safe

Fooled me everyday

And I let you get away

I thought it was okay

Pretended you were safe

Fooled me everyday

And I let you get away