STRESS Lyrics

Nothin to it just been stressed

And I feel guilty,

People in my inner circle say I'm blessed

But I feel filthy

I think I'm letting them down

That feeling right before you drown

When all the lights dim low,

When it seems like time goes slow

Why don't you call no more

Why don't you come around the crib and come and chill no more, C?

I've been this way as long as I can remember

Embers are the remnants of the memories

That September

When my Gre-Gre done passed

I lived a block up the road and she done slipped from my grasp

But it aint just her that I've hurt

And I know that I will do worse

But ill sit and figure it out there's nothing to it man I Just been stressed

Just been stressed

This ain't no pity party playa, I'm speaking my thoughts

Like that gambler up at night ruminating counting his loss

My perspective is divided, blindsided by all the moments I've missed

While I was up in my cave just tryin to write a new hit

And make it all worthwhile, the tribulations and trials

The self doubt, the self loathing and mutilations

Hostile, is my image in the mirror, tryin to see the picture clearer, but my vision is tainted

It's kinda funny to me, IC can't see the greatest

All the moments I've missed up working just trying to be famous

Drug overdoses I'm wasting away inside the darkness

Forever been heartless, my façade portrays I'm flawless

I hate my mind so much I'm feelin numb Sedation comes in many ways and forms no hesitations, I'm worn

Down to the nub, to the gristle and the marrow, and through

I'm fighting demons, true baby its true

Coke, lust, booze it's true

Envy, jealousy, sloth it's true

Weed, pills, anger it's true

Escape, hatred, fear it's true

Stress

Just been stressed