To Whom It May Concern ft. Quez Cantrell & Starlito Lyrics

They like Narleyy where you been

Why you ain't rapped in a minute

How the fuck you gone ask me that

And ain't ask how I was feeling

Or how a nigga was dealing

With all the pain that I been through

This ain't no usual feeling

This ain't no usual healing

See I'm going on twenty-eight

It's been unusual twenties

My nigga ain't twenty-five

And the judge just gave him a twenty

My cousin just got a 10 piece

My other cousin serving a sixteen

They all had big dreams

And I'm the only one that's on the big screen

Fell out with my brother and it hurt cause we had history

Still love that nigga so I don't speak on how he did me

Cause if I did everybody gone feel me

And try to play both sides

And switch it up when they ain't near me

They think I'm a damn fool

They probably think that

I'm that same nigga from damn school

But that lil nigga grew up to make some damn moves

And I'd love to see you try to wear these damn shoes

I make a honest living

I ain't got nothing to damn prove

Working for the news and still struggle to buy my damn food

They think it's cool

They think I make what they dad do

I probably do so I guess I ain't doing too bad fool

Just called my mama she say your cousin done passed dude

I called to tell her happy birthday

She said thank you baby but I got some bad news

He overdosed on fentanyl, it was sad too

Cause last time that we talked I had to talk to him bad fool

If money the root of evil then why they be saying cash rules

Never understood how nigga fumble the bad too

They painted their own picture and made me out to be the bad dude

I guess that's what I get for giving people my last fool

For giving nigga my last fool

To who it may concern, I really been in a bad mood

I really been in a bad mood

This shit really my life

And this shit been whooping my ass fool

I wish that I could let shit go as easy as I hold it

Collect resources from the sun I must be solar

Weight on my back, my chest on my shoulders

And I don't drop it there's no way I'll move forward

I been stuck in this place so long I think I'm growing weeds

Sit in that shit too long they want tell you, you stink

Soul so dirty cleanse it in the tub and the sink

But the freedom bring me peace gotta let it ring

Think I'm getting back on track I got my life in sync

With the source I mean but not the magazine

Can't even feel this gasoline pass the kerosine

At your front door with hammers singing like we Caroline

Playing it safe had a nigga choosing careful dreams

Followed the internet advice and built a life of meme

Sometimes I gotta ask myself what is life

It seems like every night

We going back and forth between nightmares and dreams

Cause this can't be life

Struggle with discernment like he can't be right

Fool a nigga once shit it can't be twice

I been trying to be kind shit I can't be nice

They try to take that shit for a weakness

You already knew that I peeped it

Made man in my city if we speaking

Of legacy and loyalty

Bloodline royaly, just trying to live life joyously

To who it may concern

Wearing a fake smile, dealing with addiction

I don't even know what's real life been feeling like it's fiction

I been chilling and these scars supposed to healed up

But they didn't, I'll be alright

Maybe not but really what's the difference

Tryna figure out life as a public figure

Every other night it's a couple of cups of liquor

Slurred words as I struggle to deliver

Hope that I ain't fucking up my liver

I admit I love her but I won't forgive her

I got some nerve when I consider how I did her

Resentment plus spite you got the right to be bitter

Something like an apostle how I be writing these scriptures

Close your eyes and listen

And you might could see the picture

Insightful but conflicted on the mic seeking redemption

Yea, this feels like an intervention

I'm in the spotlight but don't like all the attention

To who it may concern