Self Destruction is Just a Phone Call Away Lyrics

Fuck love

That shit just brings me stress

Thinking I was done but I ain't learned yet

Saw everyone as a fucking threat

Didn't even wanna try so I must confess

Let me take a puff off a cigarette

I can still see her silhouette

Moving in the dark how can I forget

All the motherfuckin pain sharper than Gillette

Numb

Feeling so dumb

I've had enough

What the fuck have I become

Can't blame it all on the love

Cause I be the one fucking it up

Living it up

Cannot give up

Falling apart intro crumbs

Don't fuck with none of you scums

Thinking I shoulda just jumped

But instead i be taking a bump

I don't give a fuck

Missed calls all in my phone

I've been suffering on my own

I can feel the pain in my bones

Wish these demons left me alone

So I'm praying for an advance

No more getting lost in the xanz

Time to wake up from this trance

And I know I won't miss my chance hoe

(The absence of light

The rise and our fall

Cause we find ourselves sometimes when we're losing it all

If you haven't suffered, then you never lived

Can't live in comfort and make a difference)

Absence of light

The rise and our fall

Cause we find ourselves sometimes when we're losing it all

You can walk on water if you trust in yourself

You can get through life

If you go through hell

You can fight the demons that you keep at arms reach

How willing will you be to practice what you preach

If you haven't suffered then you never lived

Can't live in comfort and make a difference

Regret is pain

You can't take away

How come I have to pretend to be OK

They called me the reaper said

everything was my fault

Misfortune comes to those who rise above it all

You're just meant for more

To lead and be a door

For others who will need

Their faith restored

Don't let it make you bitter cause once you get too numb

You'll become the thing that hurt you and you'll hurt everyone