Pain Made ft. Bodein Lyrics

Aint been happy in so long all that pain made a soldier

I wanna give up now this shit got hard as i grew closer

Aint hearin no good news

Only bad luck approach

Up and down

All these L's

Got too much up on my shoulders

Aint been happy in so long all that pain made a soldier

I wanna give up now this shit got hard as i grew closer

Aint hearin no good news

Only bad luck approach

Up and down

All these L's

Got too much up on my shoulders

I guess aint nobody know me

Learned what they aint wanna show me

Yella nigga had to bleed cus i wont let no nigga hoe me

So much pain that i harbor started turning to resentment cause so many seen me struggle

Lowest that i ever went

Was less than six individuals that lended a helping hand

I got forreal with the music

Thats when i lost a few friends

I knew the path a nigga chose ah prolly lead me to sin

I fell so many times all them losses wasn't part of the plan

Aint ask for life so why the fuck i gotta suffer the damage

Know i could take it

But like why tho

I just dont understand it

Plus i been tired for some years

Suicidal and planning

Fuck it

Maybe when im dead them bitches gone understand me

And i been loaded for so many years

Running from whats in my mind

Tryna take it higher

Falling every time i climb

Too many losses all them bitches weighing me down

Got a nigga feeling like fuck it

I'm ready to get it over with

Aint been happy in so long all that pain made a soldier

I wanna give up now this shit got hard as i grew closer

Aint hearin no good news

Only bad luck approach

Up and down

All these L's

Got too much up on my shoulders

Aint been happy in so long all that pain made a soldier

I wanna give up now this shit got hard as i grew closer

Aint hearin no good news

Only bad luck approach

Up and down

All these L's

Got too much up on my shoulders

Stayed real love

I'ma soldier

Yo bitch been up on my trail begging me to hold her

Wake up ina morning eat my breakfast then grab toaster

She asked me what i need that for

I told her ima soldier

These niggas wanna be us

Im knowin that they see us

But they could never be us

Stay to the G up

Doing shit the G way baby

Staying up the G way baby

Weight up on my shoulders

Now another nigga could never stand and hold us

Hold me up

In the sky like a nightlight

I shine bright

In the sky like a nightlight

Baby i roll tight with G's

Tell me watchu wanna do

You could never be a real nigga

Aint been happy in so long all that pain made a soldier

I wanna give up now this shit got hard as i grew closer

Aint hearin no good news

Only bad luck approach

Up and down

All these L's

Got too much up on my shoulders

Aint been happy in so long all that pain made a soldier

I wanna give up now this shit got hard as i grew closer

Aint hearin no good news

Only bad luck approach

Up and down

All these L's

Got too much up on my shoulders