After all, nothing's changed Lyrics

It's funny, just how naive I am

Thinking I can find some peace in this hell

What a fool I was, to believe

These fairytales, fake as can be

Carried away, like debris

All I want now is to be free

Release me

Release me

Please God, let me go

Ignored again

Left behind

Can't be like them

No matter what

Noo

Even though I try

I'm bound to this life

Trial and error, it all means nothing

The higher I climb, the harder I'll fall

I can feel it now, the fear and dread

That all I've done 'till now will lead to regret

So I guess... In the end, nothing's changed

No, nothing's changed

Trying to fit in

Pretending I'm fine

It's getting too exhausting

Wanna leave it all behind

Haaa

Oh why, oh why, oh why

This is all my fault

I know that it is

But how do I stop it?!

I've shed so many tears

I've felt so much fear

So much loneliness

I've done this to myself, I know

I must accept, it's no one's fault

Being left behind, forgotten

Abandoned, it's all fine

Trial and error, it all means nothing

The higher I climb, the harder I'll fall

I can feel it now, the fear and dread

That all I've done 'till now will lead to regret

Hah, it's funny

After all

Nothing's changed

Can't express myself, I'll be silenced again

Can't be my true self, I'll be misjudged again

Can't be like the rest, I'll stay behind again

Can't exist in this world, there's no place for me

Noo, noo, noo

Nothing's changed

I'm really sorry, I don't know what to say

I feel so empty, maybe this is farewell

In another life, perhaps I can be happy

Not due to the world, but to my own brain

I'm the one to blame

After all

Nothing's changed