TRAUMATIZED. Lyrics

It's a chain of reactions

I'm deep in the passion of writing my feelings

When life gets to me

It's so clear to see Somethings wrong with me

Cause i hardly see the good things in me

Are there any?

This high i'm chasing is bigger than me

It takes over me

I hate to say it, but i'm better of this way

Ignore all my feelings, and i hope for better days

If i ease your pain, will you make sure i don't change?

Will you love me all the same, even if i go insane?

Will you switch up with the fame?

Do you think that this a game?

Don't drink the pain away, tell me all you wanna say

Even if it hurts to say, i can make it go away

They ask you who you miss, and i know you say my name

Had nothing to say, all my memories erased

Forget all of those days, I was with you face to face

Stuck in my ways

Can't change how I was raised by clueless parents, who taught me all the wrong things

When i was loved, it was in the wrong ways

I needed love, I never needed space

What I needed, was always more than you gave

I was a shy kid, now I'm traumatized from change