Last Meal Lyrics

I've been at this for sometime now

I knew it'd be a long haul

I knew it'd be a one way road

All give give til I'm all gone

Lonely as fuck, but subconsciously it's what I signed up for

Like I know there's something better, n' I don't wanna break any more hearts

Reservation for 2, but I'm sittin' at this table with no clue

Like I'm playin' guess who gon' walk through the door

Hoping it's you, but you don't want me anymore

You want love, stability, n' kids

Funny thing's I want all of that n' hits

I just need some change to spare

I just need a fine wine to pair

A fine wine to pair

Cuz I want, love that appreciates mine

Reciprocation hard to find

Eyes stay wide through salt mines

My soul cries out these lines

But I can't think straight, can't intertwine

Maybe I'm doomed, maybe there's no way out 'til I make room

Maybe I'm as lost as the wolf I fuel, it's true

I hate getting so upset, maybe we can work it out, we could work it out

I don't like to beef like other people do

Girl I can't just stick around, while you figure out

I'm trying hard to, do all the things just to please you

Give up on all of my dreams too, but don't nobody ever ask me how I'm feeling

Don't they know I got needs too

Making money just to feed you, girl I said I got needs too

Girl I said I got needs too

Starin' at this flame tryin' not to blow it out

Tempted, but I gotta be the one to lead 'em out

If you would only listen 'steada rollin' yo' eyes n' tunin' me out

You'd see the bigger picture 'steada puttin' me down

You'd see I'm this close to throwin' in the towel

You'd feel the same way, but'chu don't know how

Starved for attention, this generation's so played out

Breakin' bread never reachin' my mouth

Fighting for a morsel, gotta take what's left

Last meal, n' I still can't feel the presence of anybody else

I'm sittin' at this table all by myself

Lookin at a plate, reflectin' the hate I've turned into wealth

This time around, only light gettin' in from darkness that I bleed out