Pessimistic Loop Lyrics

Oh the Lord says don't be anxious

And my love says time will heal

But I can't just shake this feeling

Or pretend that it's not real

Why'd break my trust

Have to use my name

Take everything I love in vain

Spend the pennies I made

From my melodies

All I've got left is the shell of me

Anger is easy

Forgiveness is hard

I'm usually trusting

Now you left me scarred

Wake up first thought is blue

Midday mirror fight with you

A pessimistic loop

Got no control and you do

Clenched fists I dream of you

Scheme plots where I'm not screwed

I try to push the truth

Got no control you do

Oh you turned my nature bitter

When I tend to be sweet

Had me begging please don't do this

Took advantage of naive

Now you'll see my face

When a new shiny thing

Will sign bad deals like me

And I hope that I wrong

Got me all riled up

Seeing red and I can't speak

Anger is easy

Forgiveness is hard

I've never been greedy

It's about the art

Wake up first thought is blue

Midday mirror fight with you

A pessimistic loop

Got no control and you do

Clenched fists I dream of you

Scheme plots where I'm not screwed

I try to push the truth

Got no control you do

I try to pray a lot

Loosing that to my thoughts

Playing every word you said

like they can change

Hold on to the tight rope

That keeps me close with the

memories I hate

Fun little game I play

Wake up first thought is blue

Midday mirror fight with you

A pessimistic loop

Got no control and you do

Clenched fists I dream of you

Scheme plots where I'm not screwed

I try to push the truth

Got no control you do

One day won't think of you

Right now I'm sticking to a

Sensitive anxious fool

In a pessimistic loop