HEALING ft. The Weird sisters & Jeremy Stinson Lyrics

What do you want from me

The penniless writer

Can I get a dollar please

What can i give besides my gift

A lesson for each gray beard up in my chin

I've been more worried about what you think

That I think of myself a true trauma child

Feeling bad to love myself like I don't deserve it

Feelings that translate into my pages until I'm faced with m

Am I a burden No jams

Just the raw essence of a nigga struggling to receive his blessings

I don't feel worthy like am I burden

Am I too preachy

Am I flirting with Lucy or receiving sermons

Can God reach me amongst the non believing

Can you see me down here

I feel like Mulder smoking with Juju until it stops burning

Cuz I can't stop telling my story over the beats he's serving

Saying nothing is an art

In a room of dimly lit stars we all think we just know more than the other

Why do poets struggle

Why

Cuz there's beauty in this pain​​

There's medicine in this rain

Wash my sins away

Wash me up

This game we play is detrimental

Create and compare how dare you disrespect the arts

Is there a place in this world for heart

Is there a way to hit restart without an ark

Come and abduct me

Let me get one hit

I wish I were so lucky

Instead I'm stuck on planet dumb

A place where greed runs rampant

Feins for the bag in more ways than one

Dracos that make all the good die young but

It's a part of the plan

Faith tested daily watching my nieces and nephews go crazy

Trynna survive their own minds

The things that have been flashed before their eyes are veteran visions

PTSD got em trippin on anybody trynna help cuz

They can't help themselves

Hold your head

It feels like drowning but the water really ain't as deep as we think

Stand up

And even when it rises too high

You've got to learn to control and breathe

Be like Mr Lee kicking knowledge

Amuni of the hard knocks college suma cuma lada

But the rest of my class thinks they should be in my position

But I'm ego trippin shit

It's all kettles and pots

You say you hot it's cool

I say I'm the hottest it's rude

Is it because you believe it's true

We're all so insecure so

We all need reassured so allow me

I'm extremely loud and incredibly dope

Don't doubt me Just crowd me

So I can send you home from a show proudly

Inspired by the dream to feed yours

Yo You gonna pass that?

Sure

Got damn juju

Said I got a feeling

That this world needs healing

But we don't know how to start

No no no

I said I got a feeling that this world is reeling

So it's on us to turn it around

The worlds turning the kids are learning through internet

From other childrens privileges this entertainments sick

The worlds burning the kids are learning with brittle skin

Who gon protect em from lessons we've done experienced

We scared to speak up holding onto the youth

Don't want to grow into the titles meant for us

We bond through broken trust

Build matchstick bridges with one tucked

No forgiveness just a swift flick of that bitch

And that bridge done

Dance around the flames point the finger place the blame

What's the point of interacting we don't communicate

Scope the scene for shades of hate

Shifty vibes in the cypher where snakes trade

Stories of grandeur and love that feels fake

Mimicking gimmicky fame hoping for big breaks

Overnight no names gain temporary flames

I carry the torch for the game

This is lyrical olympics you only make it if you're gifted

So I'm going usain Bolting for the finish

I want my money talking yiddish for generations

No one greedy just glad we made it

It's hard to keep the dream alive

When you don't jive like they did

Gotta learn the business cuz the talent is not the main dish

When all you wanted to do was play like Hendrix hittin stages

But learned to own your masters cuz they played Prince

It's crazy

The money machine draining your favorites for profit

The power in numbers is weak when we don't use the knowledge

We need more people like we if you want to unlock it

Cuz it ain't cool to open eyes no more

I go against the grain hoping that those eyes mature

They tell me stay in my lane make a joke cuz I'm poor

But I'm richer than most

The dollars will soon approach

And they'll complain I have too much

And keep on asking me for more

Try to paint me how they need to

To convince ya'll I'm a joke

Will ya'll follow or peep the game that I have stored

I'm asking God to open doors

Order my steps within the word though I've backslid

I catch the traction

Check a demon and push right past him

Blitzing the devil our helmets cracking

I get up laughing

Celebrating with the masses boy I love a challenge

I overcome em

They call me captain

Try to be humble

They think you're lacking

I make em crumble

To show the magic

Aint ever fumbled I'll always have it

Controlled emotions that's my healthy habit

The aura glowing they try to snatch it

I feel depleted but never famished

They want me down bad they hope I vanish

Dammit

Where's the love for a nigga like me

I feel like Pac sptting never the shy one when I speak

What's on my mind I treat the tracks like a status

I give my thoughts to make em scream

Like I aint a decade on the dream

What's a scene without some actors

I tell em to do exactly what I see

The vision living do you peep what I peep

Or is it not a factor

We want the change but we stingy with our two cents

Distracted by the new trends

So where's that leave me begging for spins until my time ends

Or making noise until I'm made or made to be a nuisance

I am not your motherfucking enemy

I am not your motherfucking enemy

I said I got a feeling

I am not your motherfucking enemy

So it's on us to turn it around

I am not your

I am not your

I am not your

I used to live my life through these posts

But now that books closed

Limited copies floating the globe

The only way you know the real me is by scoping the notes

Or through the headphones

Audiobook flows that mulu soup for the soul

Cant fold like I never ever worked in retail before

Teams change but I remain the musics built in my core

Tony Starks you see my heart when I get on the stage

But the rage that spills on the page

Will make you think I'm the Hulk

I do this so my son grows up and he looks at me proud

Cuz pops aint ever tweak the sound for the easy way out

Mud boy like I'm sheck wes

They worried bout best dressed

I'm focused on context

I'm stressed over content

Said I got a feeling

That this world needs healing

But we dont know how to start no no no

And if you don't know how to do that

Go back to the top and really listen to this whole track

Said I got a feeling that this world needs healing

But we dont know how to start no naw

I said I got a feeling that this world is reeling

And it's on us to turn it around

Yeah yeah yeah

I got a feeling

We got to turn it around

I've got a feeling

I've got a feeling

And I got to turn it around