Decisions Lyrics

Some days I sit back and I cry a lot

Throw my hands up in prayer, asking the Lord if I can die a lot

Waiting for the day that my body rots

When every artery and vein in my body stops

Going cold as my blood stops flowing and starts to clot

And somewhere my lonely soul forgot

Whether he should go or not

To the cold of the North Pole or below where you know it's hot

In the quiet of the night, I feel the weight

Wondering if it's time to meet my fate

Hoping for a sign, something to illuminate

The path I should take, before it's too late

Going cold as my blood stops flowing and starts to clot

And somewhere my lonely soul forgot

Whether he should go or not

To the cold of the North Pole or below where you know it's hot

In the shadows of my mind, searching for peace

Praying for release, a moment of ease

In the silence, I find a piece of grace

Hoping to find my place, in this vast space

Some days I sit back and I cry a lot

Throw my hands up in prayer, asking the Lord if I can find a spot

Waiting for the day that my body rots

When every artery and vein in my body stops

Going cold as my blood stops flowing and starts to clot

And somewhere my lonely soul forgot

Whether he should go or not

To the cold of the North Pole or below where you know it's hot

In the end, I hope to find my way

To a place where peace and light will stay

Leaving behind the tears and the pain

Finding solace in the gentle rain