Lamella Lyrics

Love was suffering the question

Am I living or am I dying

Well I've had enough of wondering

If im telling the truth or lying

I been counting all of the little ways

that we used to be in love

Though I always messed up your birthday

Nothing was ever good enough

I used to miss the way I missed you

When i still believed in things

But whenever I put my thumb to my palm

Feel the scar where there once was a ring

And the things I have left unsaid

Not out loud or face to face

I know now we can never go back

Some losses cannot be replaced

Perhaps it was just an idea of you

And not the reality

Was only a dream when I reached for you

Now you only leave me suffering

My heart doesn't live inside of my chest

The memories all fade to black

I tried to remember all of the turns

But now i can't find my way back

The closer that you got to me

The more I that I tried to hide

The more things that I kept from you

The more we fell into fights

But we stayed till it was all broken

Nowhere else to go but down

Blood on our weary knuckles

My heart in a heap on the ground

If I am not bleeding out

Am I even really in

See a foolish heart like mine my love

It only plays to win

But I'm laying down the armor

And abandoning the war

You my dear can have everything

I never shall need it no more