Drowning Lyrics

Niggas been asking me for music but they don't know that I'm drowning

Just poured a whole cup of red i'm as high as mountain

I just lost my nigga last month excuse me for lack of smiling

Trynna rap about some bitches in this bitch heart pounding

Trynna describe my feelings but I don't like how they sounding

I say some fucked up shit they probably laugh like i'm wilding

Know a nigga that lost his legs from all this internet clowning

I done lost so many loved ones I don't even question the violence

If I died today I feel like everybody a be silent

Just another lost soul on the path to enlightenment

Asking questions to myself like what the purpose of life is

If it's living by the codes that left my granddaddy lifeless

I hope I make enough money that I can live it in silence

Either you real in the streets or you gone fake it and hide it

I done gave up so much heart but took the pain back in private

I put my soul in my music pray the labels don't find it

These niggas testing me and me I never missed the assignment

And if I fall before it's time I pray my people can find it

Ain't no rising up from ashes just to collect them consignments

Listen closer to the lyrics you hear the panic and sirens

White people love blaming music til we talk the environment

And niggas keep asking bout music that I feel like i'm drowning in