Plays In My Head Lyrics

Let me tell you how I fuckin' see it

Back then as a kid, nobody could believe it

Yeah, shit was kinda sad

But I made it back and I'm really fuckin' glad

I can go and tell y'all what I wanna tell myself

Shit was kinda funny cause I really thought

That I would never make it out this fuckin shit

Let me tell you how I really learned this shit quick

Told myself as a young kid, look, listen

Everybody really gon' think you gon' be trippin'

Once you start this rap shit, ain't nobody gon' believe in you

That shit's kinda funny cause I know that I really had a clue

That I would make it out this shit and by myself

Everybody really asked if I really needed help

Nah, look, I'm playin', ain't nobody ever did that shit

Look, I never asked, so I had to learn this shit quick

That I'm doin' it by myself and all alone

At the age of four, I was really in that home

Thinkin' bout what I was really needed to do

To make it out this shit, but you ain't got a clue

But I had to make it back to back and look, we had to spin

Every day I had to put that time fuckin' in

Every day, everybody really climbed that ladder

While I was really just movin' fuckin' backwards

But I don't really get it, everybody knows this ain't no joke

Did this shit for four years, now I really have some hope

That I'm gettin' out this shit and makin out the struggle

Look, I did this shit for my Fam and I told them, look, I got it out the muscle

Ain't nobody really ever believed that shit

So I made it to the top and got real rich

Gave it all back to the Fam and told them, look

Look, I finally did it And y'all ain't really ever have a clue

What I was doin', look, I gotta go back

Back to them days as a fuckin' young kid

How I sat there every day and tried to tell y'all how to live

Ain't nobody ever really fuckin' listenin' So I spit it back up, spit it on the mic

Tell y'all that I wasn't really livin' my life

Did it for the people that said I could never make it

Look, I did it for the people that tried to make that statement

That I'm never gonna stop this shit right now

But I took my name up off the ground and then I found my sound

Look, I'm doin' it, look, I'm finally cookin' on the beat

Everybody out here never really put it on repeat

Man, shit was kinda wack

Shit was kinda funny that I never made it back

Wish I never went back to my motherfuckin' past

Everything back then, whew, man, it makes me laugh

Shit makes me laugh

When I think about it, look, I gotta hit the dash

Go straight to the top and then I grab the cash

Everybody sittin' there knowin' I'ma laugh

Shit is kinda funny cause they know I did it

Back to back and never went back on them

Everybody sittin' there thinkin' it's my stardom

Look, I already started this shit couple years ago

Now you know I only plea the fifth