Teary Eyed Lyrics

Yeah, yeah, yeah, uh

Look, embracing different chapters Some people died some people lied

I'm shielding it with laughter

The pain released is crazy

I'm feeling like I'm Jay-Z

The record's shedding tears for me

I don't gotta say too much

Need to know if you care for me

I'm picking members carefully

Discernment getting sharper

Reflect it make you wiser

On point just like my barber

I'm looking at my son

While I'm looking at the sun

When he wake up in the morning

Told my child you'll be the one Sometimes you're number two

The lessons that I knew

Learn to take a loss

Don't listen to these capping niggas They just wanna floss

Pretending like they boss

They outfit came from Ross

I've been around a hundred billion Gave a chance to LA life

But I just wasn't feeling right

I went to bed, I stressed at night

I seen too many things Homelessness, depression

The kids don't know they blessing

I feel y'all need a message

Listen

I was down to my last and they ain't give me shit

Homie had to show his ass

So I gave him the kick

I remember I was hustling

My brothers ain't miss

Now I'm sitting on the porch

And I just reminisce

Teary Eyed for my people

That I lost in the mix

Natural born teacher

Full time hustler

Raised in the struggle

Got it off the muscle

My intellect been different

I'm on another mission

I can't be out here reckless

My team I gotta check em

I don't be around no yes men

Or niggas that just claim they tough

Then telling on they best friends Got caught up in that jam

Too slow with reaching for your weapon

When you gone ain't no RIP shirts Made for you up in the hood

I had to visit my land

Like yo what's good?

This ain't back in the days

Like up in the wood

They doing drugs around babies I understood

That the things I used to know ain't the same, it's gone for good

Mad people struggling

Wondering is this all for nothing

Learn to stop making assumptions Mama showed me rules

My father gave me tools

Sometimes you gotta give up distance that's a real jewel

Peace of mind from all these fucking sucker niggas

I was down on my last

Niggas ain't give me shit

Nothing

Homie had to show his ass

So I gave him the kick

I remember I was hustling

My brothers got hit

Now I'm sitting on the porch and I just reminisce

Teary eyes for my people

That I lost in the mix

Survivors guilt

A condition that affects those raised in unforeseen circumstances

For years I've been trying to figure out why I feel the way I feel

I've been robbing myself from new experience living in the past

I got a big heart I want to bring everyone up with me

But the reality is

We ain't seeing eye to eye

I'm here to live for what I stand for

I am the son of God Kundalini Isa Allah, and queen Llenra Nature earth

I'm supposed to be doing what I'm doing

I can't help it I'm so gosh darn stylish

I see the repeating patterns in my life and it's time now to walk the next path

Accepting that things will never be the same again

Going back home showed me a lot And it's time to reinvent myself

I was down on my last and they ain't give me shit

Homie had to show his ass

So I gave him the kick

I remember I was hustling

My brothers got hit

Now I'm sitting on the porch and I just reminisce

Teary eyes for my people

That I lost in the mix