Dear Diary Lyrics

I'm in the zone for real

Surrounded by all of this love but still feel alone for real

Wondering if they would miss me if I was gone for real

I am King but honestly don't give a fuck bout the throne for real

For real

Fighting these demons they'll never know

Fighting depression don't let it show

Bitch I hold grudges don't let em go

Laugh when we kick it then back to the crib where i drown in this liquor

It's killing me slow

Killing me slow

Wish we could speed up the process

Death is a tough thing to digest

Fans been rocking since day one

They wondering why I ain't signed yet

Me I done met with the reaper twice

Wondering why I ain't died yet

So many questions never no answer

Sadder to death the blacker the panther

Dying inside but smile for the cameras

I don't think anyone noticed

Gotta stay focused, uh

Feel like the chosen one

Thought it was over?

Boy I still owe you one

They say my time will come

But until then it's fuck lames

Keep bullying this rap game

Look dead at em like what chain?

Nigga what changed, nigga who changed?

I'm still king

Nigga you changed

If I ride my shorty rolling

So I did a verse on my boo thang

Told these rap niggas once before

That I'd kill em all

That's a true thing

They mention L

Now they scared

I can hear em shaking like loose change

I promise you

You want a problem

Then I want a problem too

Been in plenty wars

So if you talking bodies

I got a few

No secret when I say

Skeletons in my closet too

Whole team say I'm proud of you

But I'm in the zone for real

Surrounded by all of this love

We still feel alone for real

Wondering if they would miss me

If I was gone for real

I am King

But honestly don't give a fuck

Bout the throne for real

For real