These summers count the days I lost

A blue orchid for every one

Don't feel like I did yesterday

Fever dreams of him on repeat

My memories

Are stuck in between scenes and broken

It's a black crow in the golden hills

It's summertime in a somber filter

The descending light before the kill

The car's in drive but the grey clouds hold still

I lock myself in my old room

Dance with a photo of you

I wanna hear you one more time

Before the heat cuts the landline

Are you alright

It's a black crow in the golden hills

It's summertime in a somber filter

The descending light before the kill

The car's in drive but the grey clouds hold still

And I hold my head up

It keeps falling down

Too heavy the heartache from this old town

I'm driving away

But the pain still stays

And I reach for your hand with the hymns I know

I sing to you softly from this old book

Everything's changed

I'm not who I am

Is the silence alone what you whisper

Got me driving alone

Got me out of my mind

It's the smallness of my bare existence

Got me drinking alone

Got me out of my mind

To sit here and wait

Waves crashing

Out of time

I have no path to take

Waves washing

I'm out of my mind

I went to St. John's today

Just to try to see your face

I looked in a mirror

At a silhouette of ages past