Clear the Air Lyrics

I wrote this so that I could clear the air

Between me and a few people

Names I'll say 'em on the record for the record

Wait a second I'm sorry if I did you dirty

I'm trying to correct it many women I have messed with

But on the contrary I didn't do it on purpose was feeling worthless

And brothers who got the short end of some bad businesses decisions

That put us in bad positions hurt people hurt people I was wreckless living

So listen It was 2015 and I had dropped out of college

Had people who loved me dearly Impacted from all my trauma

That I was internalizing I hadn't sat through the fire

I was stuck on a roll and it was hard to acknowledge

My biggest problem is I been the problem since it's been a problem

Tough predicaments tend to find me cuz I be wylyn

Jealousy and envy towards some of my closest friends

That's what I get for trying to fit in

Instead of being who I am to the core

Anyways fast forward back to the living room

Claire screaming at me was a pivotal moment

When I look back but at the time I was confused and she was pissed off crying

And I look around and I can feel that it's felt

And the feeling I'm talking about is what she saying is real

The faces of everyone still frozen cold ice chills

I couldn't believe that it'd end like this man

Life is a trip indeed we had some deep talks

But I didn't tell you everything like how I had been molested

Before I was even 7 and it's impact on my mental

But that's just the beginning I had spoke most of my fears into existence

Upset because that's when I should've shifted

8 years had to pass for me to get it

I see you thriving now I hope you love the life you're living

You truly made a difference in mine

Please know that I am grateful

I wrote this so that I could clear the air

Between me and a few people

Names I'll say 'em on the record for the record

Wait a second I'm sorry if I did you dirty

I'm trying to correct it many women I have messed with

But on the contrary I didn't do it on purpose was feeling worthless

And brothers who got the short end of some bad businesses decisions

That put us in bad positions hurt people hurt people I was wreckless living

Let me go back further

Danielle is still a burden on my heart

It really hurt me that I was hurting and couldn't open the curtain

To truly show you what's trapped inside my nervous teenage mind

For certain we were perfect but that picture didn't work

We couldn't flourish I was too immature

And I was searching for my purpose

Not to mention my big brother was about to get out

And truth be told I was anxious about it

My biggest challenge at the time was staying grounded

Look at me now it's still a challenge

I can't lie I still think about us and it's a lot for me to balance

I guess it's a testament to how I'm feeling within

Whether you listen or you never get the chance

I cant forget the moments that we spent

You made a dent on my soul

I pray abundance and good health in old age

Not into my old ways I'm wiping tears off of my phone note page

Emotions come and go in stages I can't tame it

I wrote this so that I could clear the air

Between me and a few people

Names I'll say 'em on the record for the record

Wait a second I'm sorry if I did you dirty

I'm trying to correct it many women I have messed with

But on the contrary I didn't do it on purpose was feeling worthless

And brothers who got the short end of some bad businesses decisions

That put us in bad positions hurt people hurt people I was wreckless living