On My Own Lyrics

Oh-oh yeah

Oh-oh huh, ay

Trippsy I love you

Ay a lot of times I prayed

Lost too many friends

On my own

I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid)

And fuck all of the fake (oh)

Another year, another change

And all these heartbreak

Made me the man that I am

Fuck I didn't take my meds today

And I didn't go to bed today

And I didn't text you back today

I get so high I know you're mad today

I'm a lonely stoner

She said I got Bitches

I'm a popular loner

Fuck I hate to call let me just come over

I'm scratching through the walls (yeah)

'Cause I hate being sober

Talking real shit (yeah)

Weird shit-

Shit I let it go yeah

Shit I'm getting older

Now you're crying on my shoulder

All these years I gotta grow yeah

I switch up fast like I'm bipolar

I got all these pain in my heart

And I'm counting all my demons

Got a lot

I just need someone

Do you wanna play the part?

When I'm in the Stu'

Yeah I just hope that you watch

'Cause I'm making art

And I ain't forgot that you got the spark to my heart (oh)

And you light it up (ay)

I look into your face I read it like the Bible yeah

And I be makin' songs I put you in the title yeah

I got too many stress

That shit got my suicidal yeah

Uh and I didn't take my medicine today

And we breakin' news just like the weatherman today

'Cause when I'm dead you'll only find my skeleton, no way-

'Cause my skin already feel dead

'Cause I can't feel my skin

And I can't feel my chin-

Like I can't feel my face (face)

Got pain on my chest

Everyday I do my best to not think about death

That's the only thing I have (yeah)

That's the only thing that's left

All these fucking thoughts

They be so fucking alive

Like everyday I try

I point my fingers to the sky

Everyday I cry I just hope for a reply

And everyday "why?"

Asking everyday why I be doing all this shit

Feel like God give's me a test (yeah)

I just wanna feel blessed

So I be getting high

Just to mute the fucking shit

Just to mute all of the problems

Ay a lot of times I prayed

Lost too many friends

On my own

I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid)

And fuck all of the fake (oh)

Another year, another change

And all these heartbreak

Made me the man that I am

Fuck I didn't take my meds today

And I didn't go to bed today

And I didn't text you back today

I get so high I know you're mad today