Closer than ever Lyrics

I'm feelin' closer than ever

It still hurt, but this shit gettin' a little better

Tryin' to keep my patience, but this shit feel like it's takin' forever

I'm havin' nightmares, so Ion sleep'

Dats How I escape from the devil

I wake up right before my killer get to pull on the lever

Fuck with my brain, cause we had grew up together, and I call him brother

I know Brock Brock got a spot up in heaven, it's probably jumpin'

Fell out with Eyez before he died over money

That shit wasn't nothin'

I wish I could've hugged him one last time and told him I love him

Remember you whooped me for my passion for rap den I started hustlin'

And when I finally got that mic in my hand, that's how you was bumpin'

Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from goin' under

System stripped me from my mother ever since then, I been troubled

Used to sleep in sharmon shed and use my jacket for a cover

I thought he always had my back, den we started stabbin' at each others

When we ain't have, we had each other

Remember I had to make my curfew n you'll take my sack and dump it

And damn pot, my kids ain't even get the chance to meet they uncle

That shit took me out my comfort damn near left my soul corrupted

You the reason why I went and got my first polo, and I dumped it

Learned when they shot me in the head, that what don't kill you, make you stronger

I still think about auntie Keisha every time I look at Mona

Can't forget the day she passed it damn near left me in a coma

Now, you can't make me Keesh and we can't go to the beach no more

Dam all them years they gave Earl and twin, I might not see em no more

Lost all my niggas, crockers, benched em, they ain't in the field no more

Somebody pinch me cause this shit don't feel real no more

My kids the reason that I even wanna live some more, and tryna build some more

So many tried to sink my boat, somehow I'm still afloat

And every time I see Lil Martin that boy be givin' me hope

He made it out this shit, to me he the GOAT

I knew I wanted out the streets, I seen my idols go broke

And now I'm woke, but I don't knock no nigga hustlin' dope

Take care you folks, if you get knocked, you gotta stick to the code, and stand up and cope

I went through hell just to get a little bit closer to God

I pray for armor same time Im puttin my trust in this rod

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I went through hell just to get a little bit closer to God

I pray for armor same time I'm puttin my trust in this rod

I pray for armor same time I put my trust in this rod

I'll be going high

Closer to my dreams

To higher and higher and higher

Feel me, feel me