DON'T BE SO SCARED Lyrics

I feel u in the dark and I'm feeling you now

I mean I feel we had a spark check yo feelings for now

It's Kinda hard to play my part when your shutting me down

It's kinda hard see your best when only mirrors around

I, know, it's hard and so I, try, so hard to just love, u, how u are and so I'll , stress, some more, yeh

I feed u pain and u don't listen u jus seem to ignore, I mean I

Feed u pain and too deep in ur phone

You'd rather leave me alone, you'd rather be on your own

You'd rather go back to Atlanta rather be wit the bros

You'd rather duck off out a function rather be at home

You'd rather leave me wit my thoughts cause I be so strong, right?

Well, My strength comes from you

You got ya siblings n ya momma that depend on you

That's gon spin for you

That's gon live thru you

How they posed to read ya mind bout what u going thru

How u wanting peace of mind when u can't take the truth

Gahdamn big man what's upsetting you

I guess freshman year everything was fucked up

And then sophomore year you had ran outta luck

But junior year everything had looked up, so what's up

Heavy hearted drag yo feet thru the mud

I mean I guess it kinda started

When I had some time departed

From people pleasing n all of em thinking I was the hardest

Distractions I need a lot of it

My own brain was the target

My soul weeping and all I could think of was to dance

So I stepped back put my face in my hands

I tried to voice the hurt but the pain ain't let me win

Anxiety in the tuck like a gun in my pants

Never too far, always on deck, wit the plans

Chance, chances

Kids passing

Romance

New job, wait

Old job

Life move too fast, I can't slow down

Romance

Drug trance

New classes

Gahdamn I'm

Feeling overwhelmed so I think of myself

Think materials will fix the pain I see in myself

Said I'm feeling overwhelmed so I put face to the mic and I put a beat on repeat and I beat the pain ever type of a word or a verb it's absurd the way I'm flowing tonight

I observed how to purge the feelings that be fueling the fight

it's appealing to just mask the feelings but revealing the pent up energy talk me thru it wit everything is alright, yeh