Back To Me Lyrics

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I'm just trying to find my way back to me

This journey I've been on has had a lot of ups and downs

And a lot of wrongs and rights

But along the way somewhere I felt I lost myself

So I've been trying to fight to get me back

I don't know where I went

But now I'm on my way back to me (back to me, I am)

I made decisions

And I thought I lost myself along the way (hey)

I don't know where

I went I hope that I can make it back to me (back to me, I hope)

And now I'm looking in the mirror

And man I've been a long way (hey)

I was losing myself

I was struggling and stressing on my way down to hell (what am I doing)

I don't want it like this

I had to make me a change

I want to go out and win

It's time to grab on the reins

I was out in the rain

I got caught in a storm

Dealing with my pain over the years it was formed

I kept moving on by when they were opening doors

I had the hardest of times letting it sit in my core

I wasn't focused on my present I was stuck in my past

I wasn't able just to put aside the hate that I had

I wasn't trying to move through life always seeming so mad

A closed mind is what I had It always turns out bad

It was a challenge trying to put emotions off to the side

It was a battle pick and choosing whether or not I should fight

It was a battle pick and choosing should I just let it slide

Cause in my mind it's the truth it's always aimed at my pride

They mistakenly judge me to my face say they love me

Turn around the knife it only takes a second to touch me

The knife it only takes one second to touch me

The knife it only takes one second to touch me

I don't know where I went

But now I'm on my way back to me (back to me, I am)

I made decisions

And I thought I lost myself along the way (hey)

I don't know where

I went I hope that I can make it back to me (back to me, I hope)

And now I'm looking in the mirror

And man I've been a long way (hey)

I was finding myself

Through the struggling and stressing what a story to tell (oh what a story to tell)

I was saving myself

Too many times that I thought I might not make it out (that I might not make it out)

And now my head's getting crowded my mind's getting clouded

The old me I would have started screaming and shouting

But that's in my old ways the growth it unfolds change

A lot of people close to me surprised by the whole thing (wow)

I used to get finicky don't know what would get into me (no)

Maybe it was the respect I felt that they were not giving me

It was pissing me off and thought that they had to be shitting me

How they acting really had me feeling high in salinity (salty)

But that's in my past days no acting in past ways

I'm working till the whole world is knowing my last name (Bushaw)

A fast race life will always move at a fast pace

The rat race I'm trying to stay away from that bad taste

I was lost trying to find my way back to me

Long road but there's nobody passing me

Finally loving who I am if you asking me

Comfortable in my own skin nobody's stabbing me

I don't know where I went

But now I'm on my way back to me (back to me, I am)

I made decisions

And I thought I lost myself along the way (hey)

I don't know where

I went I hope that I can make it back to me (back to me, I hope)

And now I'm looking in the mirror

And man I've been a long way (hey)

(*musical outro*)