Im Just Me: Contradiction Lyrics

I said I'm me

I'm just me

I said I'm me

I'm not who you want me to be

I said I'm me

I'm just me

I said I'm me

I'm not who you want me to be I said I'm

Anxious MC Javar, Josey

Some people call me Lil SPUD

Smack or Joker loc from the 60s

Living life in contradiction don't try to fix me

I'm a bad boy but I'm a good guy

I'm down to earth but I'm still fly

I'm so tough but I still cry

I'll be living my life like I will die

I'm a Unicorn but don't you forget

I'm a vicious fighter and a passionate lover

There's one thing I do regret

Birth ain't the only time I hurt my mother

I'm insecure and I'm confident

I give, but I hate taking compliments

I'm your average Joe without the average flow

Trying to get all over the map like continents

Some of these people, they say that I'm weird

I said that they need to open their ears

The craziest thing is they think, that I'm scared

I don't really care I'm respected and feared

Tired of people talking about A you wilding

OK I get it I'm insane and violent

Sometimes I'm loud, other times I'm silent

More personalities than insane asylums

I love everybody but I hate people

Don't act like what I'm saying ain't equal

Only looking for the good like it ain't evil

The evilest thing they could do is leave you

Fatherless children they need a dad

I had to change that like a CNA

Forensic scientist I'm in the lab

I take care of other people's DNA

The death of Javelle done brought me to hell

I should go right back to heartless

It's bright and is sunny outside I'm living a lie

My morning is darkness

Prison ID in my wallet it reminds me

There was so many days nobody could find me

I thank God that my past behind me

He realigned me, redesigned me

I don't know what's worse the gift or the curse

The hook or the verse, the streets of the church

The last man standing or coming in first

Which is more peaceful the benz or the hearse

Yes, I am hated and I am loved

Yes, I'm a Christian and I'm a thug

I am the healing and I am the drug

I'm the destruction and spiritual plug

God and devil they labeled me special

That's why the cops are so quick to arrest you

That's why the Christians are so quick to bless you

That's why the block is so quick to test you

I'm everything

I'm the king and the pawn

I'm rapping my songs and singing along

I'm loving my pain while writing these wrongs

Every week (weak) I am strong

No, I'm not a fraud No, I'm not a snitch

No, I'm not poor nor am I rich

I don't throw shade no I don't pitch

No, I'm not a coward no, I don't switch

I don't do weird things no, I don't glitch

This is my calling rapping my niche

Lawyer or music its hard choosing which

I be so stressed it be making me itch

County and state prison showing off that paperwork

Now attorney Mike Kelly show me how that paperwork

That kind of money is part of my agenda

It's crazy how I went from defendant to defender

I want all the smoke but I really hate drama

That'll stop my bank account from getting all the commas

I'm the Master Chief getting chosen as an honor

God opened up the doors for me. Like Cortana I'm me

I said I'm me

I'm just me

I said I'm me

I'm not who you want me to be

I said I'm me

I'm just me

I said I'm me

I'm not who you want me to be I said I'm