Getting Closer (Slowed) Lyrics

We're so close

We don't got much further to go

You just know

Everything but life it moves slow

That's why depression is all I know

Honestly looking for miracles

Yeah now moving so close

But we got much farther to go

Uh I can feel it getting closer

When life stress me out I try to keep my composure

Damn I gotta stay focused

One wrong choice it could all be over

Trying my best not to sound acrimonious

My faith is slippin' I'm hoping no one really notice it

Finding myself lately going through the motions

Somewhere between hopeful and hopelessness

Fear starting to settle in my movements been hesitant

Demons I been wrestling fueled by adrenaline

Dealin' with the type of pain that ain't got no medicine

Gotta keep my head straight I'm tryna stay ahead of it

Tryna keep my head above water

But when I'm going hard it seems like it only gets harder

Tryna find the time to do everything that I thought of

While still tryna cope with the fact that I should've had a daughter

Starting to lose track of the losses

The closer that we get feel like it gets much farther

Plus a fractured relationship with my mother and father

If you fail to understand me tell me how long should I bother

I ain't one to ever feel depressed but

I give my all sometimes feel I ain't got nothin left

It's some things I needa get off of my chest

Maybe I just need a sec for me to pause and take a breath 'cause

I can feel it getting closer

When life stress me out I try to keep my composure

Damn I gotta stay focused

One wrong choice it could all be over

Trying my best not to sound acrimonious

My faith is slippin' I'm hoping no one really notice it

Finding myself lately going through the motions

Somewhere between hopeful and hopelessness

Life is moving so fast but things be moving too slow

Just cause it seem to glow bright it doesn't mean it's real gold

When you go in don't always know what you in for

Would you make the same choice today with tomorrow's info?

Shit been too hectic problems been piling up

People telling me complaints but really they don't try enough

Tired of uncontrollables fuckin' up my cash flow

If you knew what I was going through you'd feel just like an asshole

Overlooked and underrated

Highly decorated but never celebrated

Everybody want the truth but yet they always hate it

Be right and be alone why they always wanna debate it

I'm trying not to be impatient

But I'm so tired of always having to fake it to their faces

Already turned the page just recorded this for closure

Ultrasound with the wife tomorrow we getting closer pray for us

We can feel you getting closer

When life stress us out we try to keep our composure

Damn we gotta stay focused

One wrong choice it could all be over

Gave it our best and now we finally victorious

Our faith was slippin' somehow no one really noticed it

We no longer just going through the motions

That mountain we finally climbed over it

Thank you God

For what some take for granted

For others it can feel impossible

I questioned God

Why would you leave us with this obstacle?

John 137

You don't understand now what I am doing but someday you will

Hmm ain't that the truth

Feel like you had me waiting centuries

Your voice is like the sweetest Melody yeah

The faith we had to have was legendary

Got the news in January

You won't believe all the things we did for you

All the tears we shed for you

How much that we care for you uh