Still Learning - Halsey

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Nilipaswa kuishi ndoto

I should be living the dream

Lakini ninaishi na timu ya usalama

But I'm living with a security team

Na hiyo haibadilika, hapana

And that ain't gonna change, no

Nilipata paranoia ndani yangu

I got a paranoia in me

Na haungeamini

And you wouldn't believe

Kila kitu ambacho nimeona, hapana

Everything that I've seen, no

Kuja kando kwenye seams

Coming apart at the seams

Na hakuna mtu karibu yangu anajua

And no one around me knows

Mimi ni nani, ninavyo

Who I am, what I'm on

Nani nimeumia na wapi wameenda

Who I've hurt and where they've gone

Ninajua kuwa nimefanya makosa kadhaa

I know that I've done some wrong

Lakini ninajaribu kuifanya iwe sawa

But I'm trying to make it right

Je! Yule ambaye ninampenda alinikosea?

Did the one I love do me wrong?

Nipe sasa hivi

Give me up right now

Ninajua kuwa ninakupenda lakini bado ninajifunza

I know that I love you but I'm still learning

Kujipenda mwenyewe (kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu)

To love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

Bado ninajifunza kujipenda (kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu)

I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

Nilipaswa kuishi ndoto

I should be living the dream

Lakini naenda nyumbani na sikuwa na kujistahi (nope)

But I go home and I got no self-esteem (nope)

Unafikiri ninaogelea kwa kijani kibichi, lakini

You think I'm swimming in green, but

Imepitishwa karibu na mti wa familia yangu

It's passed around my family tree

Hakuna mtu ambaye anataka kujitolea

No man wants to really commit

Kuchochewa kwa sababu mimi hulipwa na shit

Intimidated 'cause I get paid and shit

Na nilikushika ukisoma midomo yangu, lakini

And I caught you reading my lips, but

Hakuna mtu karibu yangu anajua

No one around me knows

Mimi ni nani, ninavyo

Who I am, what I'm on

Nani nimeumia na wapi wameenda

Who I've hurt and where they've gone

Ninajua kuwa nimefanya makosa kadhaa

I know that I've done some wrong

Lakini ninajaribu kuifanya iwe sawa

But I'm trying to make it right

Makosa sawa na kuendelea

The same mistakes on and on

Kwa marafiki wangu wote nina pole

To all my friends I'm sorry for

Wanajua kuwa ninakupenda

They know that I love you

Lakini bado ninajifunza kujipenda (kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu)

But I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

Bado ninajifunza kujipenda (kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu)

I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

O, najaribu na ninajaribu

Oh, I try and I try

Kuwa mtu lakini wakati mwingine

To be a man but sometimes

Ikiwa napumua ni sawa

If I breathe it's alright

Vitu vingine havibadiliki

Some things don't change

Bado ninajifunza kujipenda (kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu)

I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

Mimi ni nani, ninavyo

Who I am, what I'm on

Nani nimeumia na wapi wameenda

Who I've hurt and where they've gone

Ninajua kuwa nimefanya makosa kadhaa

I know that I've done some wrong

Lakini ninajaribu kuifanya iwe sawa

But I'm trying to make it right

Je! Yule ambaye ninampenda alinikosea?

Did the one I love do me wrong?

Nipe sasa hivi

Give me up right now

Bado ninajifunza kujipenda (kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu)

I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

Bado ninajifunza kujipenda (kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu, kupenda yangu)

I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

Na ninajaribu na ninajaribu

And I try and I try

Kuwa mtu lakini wakati mwingine

To be a man but sometimes

Ikiwa napumua ni sawa

If I breathe it's alright

Vitu vingine havibadiliki

Some things don't change