Pillow in Between Lyrics

Je m'appelle Emilie

I used to simp so hard for him, like down low

And I still rock out to Pool Boy on my stereo

But I was simpin' to just that, B O Y , and not a man

And he looks nothing like a twin Damien

You are lying

I'm not buying

I'm not interested

You act like we'll live forever

I'd die once just to be together

Coulda had the bag but you fumbled

Guess that's just how the cookie crumbles

V, If you really loved me, why'd you put a pillow in between?

V, If you really loved me, why have I seen you more in dreams?

Can't afford the type of toxic that you offer

That you offer me

Mixed signals, eyes criminal

Those baby blues do things to me, oh

I just can't afford the bullshit that you readily sell

Why did I have to hear about myself from someone else?

You think like a child who's never been told no once

I don't think it's best safety to let this one hold guns

V, If you really loved me, why'd you put a pillow in between?

V, If you really loved me, why have I seen you more in dreams?

Can't afford the type of toxic that you offer

That you offer me

Mixed signals, eyes criminal

Those baby blues do things to me, oh

Summers over, we didn't have to be

Just like a pillow didn't have to be in between

You should've said it, we can all agree

You were scared of me, cus you had your V

You are lying

I'm not buying

I'm not interested

You act like we'll live forever

I'd die once just to be together

Coulda had the bag but you fumbled

Guess that's just how the cookie crumbles

V, If you really loved me, why'd you put a pillow in between?

V, If you really loved me, why have I seen you more in dreams?

Can't afford the type of toxic that you offer

That you offer me

Mixed signals, eyes criminal

Those baby blues do things to me, oh

I'm so done here

You're the bad kind of weird

Own up to your issues, we all got them

Gotta reach out so that you can solve em

I would've never even talked to him

And in French you coulda made me fluent, oh