Lifestyle Lyrics

Ya you don't want this lifestyle

I ain't been happy in a long while

Don't know the last time I shed a smile

Couldn't walk in my shoes for a damn mile

Ya

Been drunk or high like every damn day

Is this the way I am or am I just in a phase?

In love with the rush

In love with the pain

Ima smoke until i die, fall down in the rain uh

Hate the way that I feel sometimes

Hate the thoughts that cross my mind

Look at my soul, I'm dead inside

Uh uh

Everything she said was a goddamn lie

Woke up to a cry in the dead of the night

I'm just glad you didn't see me on those times

Couple days ago I woke up feeling blessed

Couple hours go by, oh my god I'm a mess

Thought I was gonna die from this pain in my chest

All the drugs i ingest

All the pain I confess

You ain't reach out to me one time and ya it's probably for the best

I took a turn for the worst

You probably still sleeping in my shirt

Growing up I never know how much love could really hurt

Ya you don't want this lifestyle

I ain't been happy in a long while

Don't know the last time I shed a smile

Couldn't walk in my shoes for a damn mile

Ya

Been drunk or high like every damn day

Is this the way I am or am I just in a phase?

In love with the rush

In love with the pain

Ima smoke until i die, fall down in the rain uh

Hate the way that I feel sometimes

Hate the thoughts that cross my mind

Look at my soul, I'm dead inside

Uh uh

Everything she said was a goddamn lie

Woke up to a cry in the dead of the night

I'm just glad you didn't see me on those times

Couple days ago I woke up feeling blessed

Couple hours go by, oh my god I'm a mess

Thought I was gonna die from this pain in my chest

All the drugs i ingest

All the pain I confess

You ain't reach out to me one time and ya it's probably for the best

I took a turn for the worst

You probably still sleeping in my shirt

Growing up I never know how much love could really hurt