Insight Lyrics

I'm not worried about the people outside

I'm not worried about walking home

I'm not worried about you

I just want to leave alone

I can't even see through my own eyes

Lids nothing but dark on the inside

Protect me from something I despise

Take a breath, take a trip on my insight

Crash against my calves til I'm soft

Sedimentation builds atop of the slough

Take a hammer to it, chisel it til it opens

Pry it apart until the light shines through it

Break it til you see god

Put a stopper in it

Keep it soft and keep it secret

Never tell her that you mean it

Cause you might start to believe

Keep it bundled, keep it hidden

Tell your daddy he's forgiven

Even though he never listens

Like he never let you leave

Cut away a coffin fit for a king

A throne made of slick wood and ready to burn

A tomb of sticks and leaves stacked up under your body

The rest of it sat in a heap and rotting

Like the hole in your gut

The foolish dreams of a child

You can't outrun it

Can't rise above what completely surrounds you

Can't you see it, you look just like him

I'm not worried about the people outside

I'm not worried about walking home

I'm not worried about you

I just want to leave alone

I can't even see through my own eyes

Lids nothing but dark on the inside

Protect me from something I despise

Take a breath, take a trip on my insight

Headache down the middle split both ways

No mess, haven't seem him out in days

Knock louder to see if he's okay

No answer, there's nothing left to say