someone different Lyrics

Sitting back and splashing ashes on my window seal

When I can't see their face it feels like no-one's real

I don't go outside without you I see no appeal

I just hope what i amount to gets rid of these feelings

If father time and lady luck had a falling out

Do you think they'd let me interrupt to hear what loves about

Or do you think they'd tell me just to shut my f***ing mouth

because they don't understand the circles they've been 'round

When angels and demons dance in fields of apples

All is not as it seems, the preacher smokes tobacco

Pastors out there seeing things that god couldn't be proud of

I'm just gonna make my peace no praying for an outcome

I hate to say it love

It seems you're just a phase of it

I swear you were amazing but

It's clear i keep on changing in

Some tainted ways that left a stain

That ruined our relationship

I wasted days not saying things

That maybe could've saved the kid

I'm sorry i came home as someone different

I was looking for your ghost when you went missing

But when i got ahold, i was the victim

I've been up in planes but haven't even felt a ticket

Thinking bout you and the time that im wasting

But really whats time when im high and im wasted

Finding and chasing the life that i tasted

I'm losing my mind and wont mind any patience

There you go i think you broke my heart again

You swore it was till death do us part and then

All we did was lie should've never made those promises

I guess this is the game of love and death'll be a part of it

You have a funny way of making words lose there meaning

I'm sorry and i love you almost seem to be demeaning

I swear i'll make it better always comes and then its leaving

Everything you said started changing like the seasons

Pardon me wait

The harm you brings hardly in vein

I'm sorry for scars from departing my place

It seems like so far we're both hardly the same

Till death do us part but it's so hard to say

If this is cathartic or if it's just pain

If its all harmless then why the restraint

I said i

I hate to say it love

It seems you're just a phase of it

I swear you were amazing but

It's clear i keep on changing in

Some tainted ways that left a stain

That ruined our relationship

I wasted days not saying things

That maybe could've saved the kid

I'm sorry i came home as someone different

I was looking for your ghost when you went missing

But when i got ahold, i was the victim

I've been up in planes but haven't even felt a ticket

Thinking bout you and the time that im wasting

But really whats time when im high and im wasted

Finding and chasing the life that i tasted

I'm losing my mind and wont mind any patience